i have nothing to talk about and i feel so bored too
12/08/2026
hello
yesterday i saw a tiktok about “detaching” from the smallest things possible. the girl in the video was specifically talking about detaching from, for example, a really good picture of yourself, and i have never related to something so much in my life because i’ve never really had a problem with letting go of things that hold me back for no reason.
by this i mean good pictures of myself where i feel pretty, conversations i screenshot just in case i ever need them someday, clothes, decorations, etc. every once in a while i’ll just delete every single picture from my phone and i genuinely feel absolutely nothing except relief!
i don’t even think this is that interesting of a topic, but it feels weirdly nice to admit these things because i never miss anything i’ve left behind.
anyway, changing the subject a little because i literally have nothing specific to talk about, i’ve been having this huge urge to write lately because the past few days haven’t been very good for me ._. nothing bad enough to ruin my life or anything, but i’ve just been feeling really melancholic and i don’t even know why.
a few years ago, i used to romanticize feeling like this. i’d listen to sad music or watch sad movies and just let myself sink into it, but now something feels off and i hate being in this position. it feels like something is keeping me from feeling excited or happy, and i’m not even trying to pull myself out of it!
do you guys know what i mean?? because i don’t even know how to explain myself properly. it’s almost like, in a way, my body is comfortable staying in this melancholic state while my brain absolutely does not want to be there.